blame it on the chromosomes

So....this last couple of weeks has been super hard for me, my lady friend wont talk to me at all. i have no idea what to do....up until now she has been the only person i've been real with for a while. and i screwed things up between us :'(. i wish i had a friggin time machine so i could go back and fix all this. why is it that every time something is going good for me i find some way to mess it up! i'm sorry for what i did and i admit is was and awful thing to do. i hope and pray you could find it in your heart to forgive me.